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Half Empty

by Scared Of Bears

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1.
Driveway 01:49
snow covered my car in your driveway as I waited for you to come out I never take the highway I take the scenic route when I look down at your face you know what I’m thinking about I’ll destroy the human race if you let me out but I I’ve got this I’ve got this figured out you’re all about the way you look and feel right now but I I want this more than any person has before I’ll leave your backpack on the floor but I’m gone I wanna die I wanna die on the phone in your room not talking to you I wanna lie I wanna lie in your bed what I said meant nothing to you but I I’ve got this I’ve got this figured out you’re all about the way you look and feel right now but I I want this more than any person has before I’ll leave your backpack on the floor but I I lost it I lost my self control my sanity my apathy’s a tragedy but I’ve got so much more to take than give will you forgive me for this
2.
got in the car sat on my sunglasses it’s not that bad they were old and cheap anyway it’s my luck this always happens on the brightest day of the year and I’m here to make moves make friends make myself happy and angry all at the same time get in line get a life get behind me I know where I’m going we’ll talk when we get there and everyone here just wants to go home degreaser bottles and moms on their phones I’m tired I ache I fucking hate this place and I’d pay to be alone I’m sorry I’m late I just can’t stand you for more than a day after an hour or two I break and oh by the way I was the voice you ignored yesterday thank god I would hate to be noticed acknowledged in thought thank god
3.
I’m sorry I’m sorry if tell the same boring story again and again I’m sorry for humming the song that you hate couldn’t help it it’s stuck in my head I’m sorry if I don’t say sorry or thank you or bless you don’t think I’m an asshole I’d take you where you wanna go to eat if I wasn’t so broke I might cry tonight please put down your phone I think your dad was right not hard to live alone and when I cry tonight you won’t put down your phone I hope your dad was right I’m sorry I’ll change
4.
Forget Me 01:23
I wanna find a new perspective I wanna see the light I wanna fight I wanna run I wanna walk I wanna crawl anywhere but here ‘cause when you’re near me I cannot think I can’t think clearly and when I’m gone you’re bothering me constantly and when I’m here you’re nowhere near but when you’re here you want me gone oh I know that i’ve got a lot of things to do and I can do them with or without you oh oh no I don’t want this to last and if you ever look back forget me
5.
Smoothies 02:05
well if you ask me to I’ll do what I don’t want to if you don’t wanna hang tonight that’s fine alright that’s fine alright alright we’ve got so much time you’ve got so much patience I’ve been feeling better ever since we’ve been together make this forever well if you ask me to I’ll do what I don’t want to it’s only been a couple days I’m going crazy lost my mind I’ve been wearing thin you’ve been carrying me around this hotel room I’m so uncool please kill me send me to my room again I’m acting up I’m so ungrateful every time we turn around I drag you down we’re so unstable don’t give up on me now we’ll get through this somehow I know you’ve been feeling down we’ll get through this somehow
6.
Tsunami 01:40
ask me what I did today and I’ll complain again never left my couch let alone my house ask me how I feel right now and I will cry ask me where I’ve been and I will say inside I need food I need money I need something I’ve got nothing at all I have food I have money I’m sorry I lied ask me what I did today and I’ll complain again never left my couch let alone my house ask me how I feel right now and I will cry ask me where I’ve been and I will say inside but that’s a lie
7.
Shut Up 00:57
going to bed now going to sleep at least that’s what I’ll say if you try and call me I feel tired I feel sad when I think of what we could’ve had I talked to you twice about your dog or something you are everything and I am nothing your company ain’t fun to me uncomforting shut up about your issues you’ve got nothing worth saying I really got nothing to lose practicing conversation I’ll listen to anyone anyone but you
8.
Who Are You? 03:41
you are the feeling that I get the first time it snows you are the reason I’m still here you are the window in my bedroom that I never close you’re the silence that I fear you’re the heat in my car on the longest drive a temporary sensation you’re the key to a heart that I wish was mine a private investigation and I I miss you I need you who are you and I I love you I hate you who are you you are the feeling that I get when I first wake up you are the reason I’m so tired you are the boring stories I don’t know why I make up you set my parents house on fire you’re the melody that will never leave my head please say anything I keep everything you said in my head
9.
6 Hours 01:54
she told me everything about her bedroom and the mat in her bath in her bathroom and the allergies her mom has to her cat I’ll never forget that 6 hours spent alone in my head alone in your bed I wish I was dead 6 hours spent alone in my head again you make promises and you keep them I break promises when you need them I don’t have a job right now and I can’t hang out my car broke down but you still talk to me and that’s rad I know that we just met but you didn’t seem too upset when I told you I loved you before you knew my name but who’s to blame me
10.
Squirtgun 01:42
if when I pick you up my car gets stuck it's no surprise I wanna talk to you in gas station parking lots all night if when I drop you off you wanna hang out more we can go back home and meet your roommates I'll say hi my name is Andrew and I guess it's nice to meet you if again I never see you then I don't think you or I would mind I wanna go back to your room put on a record or two I'm down with anything you wanna do you want to do I don't regret the time we spend you're nothing less than perfection and if I said too much too soon I'm sorry  I just hope I never lose you
11.
Real Life 01:51
is this real why do I feel so alone when I am not alone for the first time in years is this real why do I steal everything that I can I’m a dishonest man wanna cry but I can’t tell my friends that I’ll be gone tell me secrets and I’ll turn ‘em into songs I swear everything is going wrong but I’ll be gone gone by this time next year but I’ll be wrong I’ll be here I’ve got nothing left is 16 bucks enough cash to clear my head and I want nothing less than someone here and maybe one good night of rest
12.
Wannabe 01:55
talking walking arguing in circles you and I are from two different worlds patient waiting for it to kick in for him to give and to give up the girl I don’t want to I don’t want to but I have to lord I need to I don’t want to scream for help through a phone alone but if I don’t I’ll feel alone we’ve got nothing left in common and everything’s the problem I think I need some space I’ll fall flat on my face there’s a lot of things to do I don’t wanna do I just wanna be with me myself and possibly you I wanna call in sick and stay home I wanna call you but I know you never answer your phone you’re so crucial you’re so serious I’m so useless how did I do this I’m the intruder of my personality I’m never even half as confident as I wanna be I’m not as confident as I wanna be
13.
Nightlight 03:56
if you don’t wanna go downtown just say so and if you wanna go home now that’s fine I’m sorry if I bug you on the way home I’ve got a lot to say and not much time I’ll be your nightlight I’ll be your Christmas Eve I’ll be the company you never need I’ll never leave If you don’t wanna talk it out just say so I wouldn’t wanna waste any more time I’m sorry if I call you on the way home I just need your voice to clear my mind it’s really not as hard as it seems just put your trust in everything but me it’s really not as hard as it seems I don’t even trust me anymore
14.
Sleepover 02:08
I’ve been diggin the way you been living at my house more than yours if you’re uncomfortable I can sleep on the floor I’ll vacuum my room I’ll hang up my shirts I’ll scream I’m happy until it hurts I don’t know you don’t know we’re clueless forgetful sweaters collected on my floor if you want it I guess it’s yours and you don’t wanna talk about this I couldn’t fall asleep without this and do you tell your friends about me are you happy when you’re not around me I won’t let the shallow water drown me why do I let the things I hate surround me sometimes I think you think of life without me is the writing in your room about me tell me why you’re smiling in your sleep I’m trying to get a grip I’m a sinking ship and you’re the worst so cut me up to prove that I’m not hurt
15.
Half Empty 02:35
fuck me up kill me here I'm going deaf I cannot think of anything besides the regret I will feel tonight I'm lost at sea I'll never be the dude you wanna talk to confident and cool comfortable and healthy with no interest in you have nightmares in your sleep I am brittle I am weak told myself I'm over you lies like these were overdue fuck me up kill me here I've given up I'll disappear and when I'm gone think of me when every glass is half empty I'm no one to anyone

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released March 17, 2017

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